25/01/2013

i can't fly NOT BECAUSE OF there is somethings hold me down BUT  overweight, hahah sad case

Never know that actually i'm so afraid to loss my buddies. People always realise there is something so important to them when they lost it. And i was almost loss my friends so now i realised. Yeah, i want to fly to the other space, a wide space but i'm not willing to let my friends go. I know i'm so unwise but HOW?

I should take BIO. I want to be a doctor and either yanyee. She wants me to be a doctor too. But i really so hate class Alpha! I'd rather leave smk subang than stay in that shit class. I don't even know what is the reason. No my enermy or somebody hurt me before there. Then why? Why am i so freaked out with stay at there? Hopefully i can get the answer soon. Anyway, i don't want to bother myself on this anymore.

Right, I participated in an activity <Merentas Desa> that organised by my school and i fainted  -_- hahahah!!  OH GOD! so funny you know. And frigggggin embarrassed because everyone took a look at me when they passed by. Feel like suddenly i became a superstar then they stand aside to wait for my signature.lolll  Maybe i'm so lack of oxygen or what, i just so blur and feeling puke. And finally i can't even stand up. lolll  An unforgettable day huh.  k, bye

24/01/2013

Eventually, i changed the blog background and the theme song. Not bad right. You know i'd depleted few hours to complete it. You might think that am i wasting time but i dont think so. Blog is pretty important for me to vent my anger and share my happiness. So it should be so attractive to everyone. Actually it's not much changes but i love the design that make by me. hahahah I'm totally fed up by searching the nice blog cursor so i just keep the Rainbow. lazy man.

It's been few days ago i didn't update any post on account of i have a bunch of assignments waiting for me. It's so annoyed. There are somethings really spoil my mood in this few days. But i believe that i'm just haven't adapt to form 4 school life. I used a wrong way to pass it and perhaps i should change now. I know i'm strong enough to overcome all the problems that i facing. I know it!

The problem is not the problem. The problem is your attitute about the problem. Don't say you can't before you don't even to attempt it. It's really so absurd. People won't judge you when you make a mistake, people always judge the person who don't even dare to make a mistake. I'm so agree with this. Don't be a coward . In the other hand, if you really did a mistake, admit it , don't deny what you did and blame the other person who are innocent. Don't be a coward.

Mankind won't do the same mistake twice unless you're not a human. Everyone deserve the second chance BUT not for the same mistake.

17/01/2012

我有超多的话想要说的而且这篇post 会是用华语的 ，我觉得我应该时不时写华文的因为我发现我的华文程度真的是越来越低了有很多很多字我都不记得怎样写了，身为华人竟然连一些很基本的字都会忘记怎样去写， 你会不会失败了点？悲剧啊 哈哈，所以我想加强我的华语程度，spm 一定要拿 A!

Here is the highlight of the post, perhaps you have a friend who has a same problem with mine and so you can refer to it . it'll be just take your 3 minutes to read this :) lets start! ：

爱情或友情都是由时间培养出来，时间可以培养出感情自然而然也可以把感情给抹去，我们都觉得你变了，你一直说你要改变不要再像以前一样，但如果这就是你所谓的在成长哪倒不如你就幼稚点好了。

以前的你是我们的开心果我们都很自豪有你这个朋友，你一直都在帮我们解决问题，我们还想过要帮你开一个生日会，谢谢你对我们这么的好。你有没有想过你的批评或是自满为什么我们都不介意？ 因为我们可以感受到我们是你的好朋友，你的批评都是出自于真心的。但是你现在变糊涂了！也变得越来越陌生，陌生到我放学经过你的眼前也只会平平的走过招呼也不打，如果你变糊涂的原因是因为你那个女生的话那我真的很讨厌她，因为我们大家无所不谈4 年了，她凭什么可以破坏我们的友谊？她到底凭什么？凭她爱交际的性格？ 还是凭那她大大的眼睛？ 如果不是因为她的话那我就真的很想知道为什么。

我们的友情就像是一座木雕像， 现在放久了就开始被白蚂蚁一部分一部分的侵蚀，再过不久木雕像内就会被白蚁给吃完，最后剩下的就只会是一座空心的雕像，雕像可以是空心的， 但是如果连人都变成空心了那又怎样做知心的好朋友？

我考虑要不要post考虑了超久的，我也不知道你接不接受我的劝说，顺其自然吧

7/1/2013

HAHAHAH!! i know you did it as what i did. do you? i'm always feeling regret when i broke it then i'd try my best to stick it back by using 'selefon tape' BUT i failed -_- we always do something stupid when we're feeling bored especially is when you are stay in class and the teacher is teaching the subject or chapter that you are not interested on right? hahahahh 

I learned Add Math Chapter 2 today. This is the first class and we supposed to learn Chapter 1 first BUT Pn. tang told us that we should learn C2 before we got into C1 and it'll help us easier to understand chapter 1 without feeling blur . ( Are you feeling blurry with my explainaion? /.\ You better not. )  C2 is not that hard to understand and hopefully it'll keep smoothly throughtout the year.

YO! Is that real? i always can't fall asleep until the wee hour lah~ HAH!  :D Bullshit! i think that's doesn't matter with the 'awake in someone else's dream' lar. Maybe it's just because you took a nap in the afternoon after school so you are hard to fall asleep at night. So if you are not willing to be a PANDA and get caught into the zoo negara then you'd better don't sleep in the afternoon even if you are friggin tired. hahaha!!

: Stay tuned for the next post. :)

6/1/2013

hahahahh!

This is the first post of 2013 and I got a good news :) and a bad news :( for this special post.

The good news is i think i am successfully to change form 4 Alpha to 4 Beta. :D  Yeah~ You might ask me a question that whether i change to 4 Beta on account of friends ? Because both of lichien and yuwen are stay in 4 Beta. Definately not! Seriously i'm not somebody that would change to other class that i'm not interested on due to my freinds are there. I'd change to 4 Beta just because of i really feeling stress when i was stay in 4 Alpha. For me, all of them are so pro and too pro. I really think that i am not somebody who can stay at there. So i think i better change by myself before the teacher let me to drop to Beta. Maybe i'm too lack of confidence /.\

On the other hand, the bad news is i don't know how i finish my BIO peka and essay question without the teacher's teaching. ( i take bio as an additional subject ) So i'm going to try to ask sinyee's bio teacher ( my science teacher when i was form 3 ) that can i join them after school. The teacher is kindness so MAYBE it'll be work out. I say maybe. Because i think maybe she need to get the authorization from the principal. I'll really lost if the teacher refuse my request .

Actually i'm not really willing to change to Beta. Not because of Alpha is the 1st class and i'm don't care indeed about the 'Alpha' or 'Beta'. I think that's doesn't a matter with the 1st class or the 2nd if you really work hard. I really mean that. Anyway i'm not about to put explainations on that any more. I am grudge to change just because of some secret that i can't tell you now. haizz