confession

My life was never being all smooth, i've been through a lot of bumps and holes to come to here, to be who i am now. It wasn't easy tho, but i'm so grateful about everything i have been through and what i have now. You get lessons through failing and that is exactly what makes you a better person. We all have done something that we never wanted to be reminded of, definitely not something that should be proud of but the other way round.
i have too done something really horrible to recall. i cry and my soul is emptied every time i think about that. i see the ugliest part of me whenever i think of it. i am srsly regret af for being such a sinful person. what i can do is put it into a box and lock it up, keep it in the deepest of my heart. i would not try to forget it, instead, i am making it as a lesson, remind myself dont ever do it again. no one knows it, because it is just too shameful to be told.