just an update

I am back with another post here. Probably everyone who used to view my blog once in a while has stopped viewing it as it has been quite some time since the last update. Doesnt matter tho.
I have picked up a habit that i truly enjoy and i have set a goal for myself. i found that setting small goals and achieving it one at a time can really enrich my life. I realize that my life is getting more meaningful as achievements are filling it up. which is a positive way to live ur life i guess. try to do it pls. i promise that this will be, i wouldnt say the best, but an ideal way for you to keep ur college/uni life going with excitement.

i am planning to join some societies. I used to think that this is such a waste of time, as if i am not busy enough already. But when you have found ur passion in certain thing, that wouldnt be a waste of time to you. That would be enjoyable, exiting and exhilarating.

you need a lot of planning when you're studying at where i am studying. plan ur day and stick to it. time management is really important here as you bit the class slot and build a timetable by yourself. knowing ur ability and capability is essential. what course to register for this sem? you need to consider if youre able to cover all the courses that are suggested. dont take as many if you couldnt handle ( courses here are not easy, at least in my faculty ), pointless, this will only drag ur cgpa down at the end. however be aware of the number of courses you take so that you will be able to finish ur program in time.   

I have been telling people that i changed a lot since i have graduated from secondary school. Thats true. i have indeed changed a lot. but there is still a scattered part of me that i am still keeping with me. i am still as introvert as how i used to be since the day i was born. that can never be changed i guess. is that a bad thing? no idea. i personally think that it is a drawback. but i am who i am. kay bye

It's been a while

Have you ever found urself in a situation where you are so occupied and overwhelmed by things around you? You used to not knowing how to spend your excess time but now you find yourself lack of time to finish the things you plan to do. One of the reason could be us thinking too much, worrying too much. When we grow older, we keep more secrets, or perhaps we just simply think that people wont give a crap about what are we thinking, thus we choose to keep it to ourselves. You will be stronger if you reveal less of your feelings to others. After some times of storing problems in our head and heart, spending time to think about it has become a routine even if it doesnt make any difference or solve any problem that has been accumulated all the while.

This is how we cultivate the habit of wasting our time thinking about nonsense in the first place. Well at least this is how i started the habit. I could sometimes spend 3-4 hours thinking about shits and at the end of my meditation, i just realized that i spent few hours laying on bed, did nothing. Of course, once in a while, you can have time for self-reflection, but dont do it as if youre having a road trip without a specific destination. Know exactly what you want to find out about urself, dont end up using up few hours but could not come up with any conclusion about urself. Because that is not called a self-reflection session, that is simply time-wasting.