6/6/2015

It's been 1 month, I've been studying in TARUC for 1 month, and still, i'll cry whenever i'm alone. i hate studying there, i feel lonely studying there. i keep telling myself not to cry, cause tears are words that heart cant say, crying can't change anything, it'll only shows what is in the deep down of my heart, will only shows my weakness, but then i just cant control. i miss my friends, i miss jekzgnmg, i miss the days we spent together during our secondary school life. i dont want to grow up. even though i got to know some friends there, i just cant chit chat with them as the way when i'm with you guys. i afraid of if i said something wrong or inappropriate, they would hate me, and leave me. i thought i was strong enough to study there without any friends. obviously, i'm not. i'm actually super duper weak, weak enough to get killed by loneliness....